Damn its crazy how I never asked you for much, all I ever wanted was some time.
I made the time for you and I was hoping that it would be mutual.
I gave you all you wanted and I suppressed my need, by being happy with what you were willing to give.
I looked the other way time and time again when I felt like we were lacking.
I didn't complain because you is what I wanted and I was told to stop over thinking.
Yet time and effort was something you were contentiously lacking.
You said you didn't have it to give and I told myself its okay I'll take what I can get.
But I think its funny that now that I'm gone you have all the time.
The time and effort that was lacking is now there, you have it all.
You can date her but you couldn't make the time to actually date me, to plan something out and actually follow thru.
Then reality sets in that it just wasn't meant to be.
If it was you would have made the time and put in the effort.
But what really makes me hot has to be the fact that you played me.
You knew what to say, how to say it, how to play the game and how long to string me along all to get ahead.
It ain't hate at all more of a realization of my self worth.
I have a lot of amazing quality love to give and I deserve to get that same quality back.
I gave you my heart and worked harder than I should have, way harder than you.
Because all along it was a joke to you.
You knew I wanted forever since the jump and you never said no, you just went with the flow.
Time and time again you could have simply let me know and I would have went on my way or I would have took my feelings and emotions off the table.
But its good go ahead and do you.
Karma comes back in 10 fold, so be ready for the hurt that you caused me.
All because you didn't have the time .
May you now have all the time to do you because I now have the time to do me minus the dead weight.
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